something english

 

Today i am feeling very sad. Its second time when i am so sad.some days after coming here i became very frustrated.that was before 15th august,because there was much of formalitive works here.making practical copy,daily tests, morning 8 to evening 5 class and many more things.my face was amazingly shocked.i feeled very much weak from inside.after some days i settled in this environment.there was first periodical from 30th july. Once again i was distressed by college system because there was only mugging there to do for exams.there was theorems and its proof only to do instead of solving some questions.thereafter i liked computer fundamentals most then mechanics then communication then maths then physics then electrical.and the last one was workshop.i hated workshop most.today there is class suspend due to janmartmi here.i chirag and one other guy came out from hostel for some evening walk.we went admin then PGH then 1st gate then the government college then nagar parishad.then we came back.i felt that there was on joy here.everyone is very disciplined here,no outlaws.then after i beame sad.after dinner i sat for writing diary and listening music.i thought that to study for JEE is the best method to reside here best. Neither i will be frustrated more and also there will be a more chance to choose college for me.i dont like this silence and discipline which is all over this campus.so i must mug up again the chemical reactions.there is no way except it.

Gamo k dher me khushi ki talash hai,aansuo k sang ek aas ki talash hai,has deta hu gam chupane k liye,waise v hasi k vina ye jindgi bakwas hai.